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I'm here.

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<RallyCat> All this talks about cats is making me crave chinese food.

<[-tOrn-]> And then today at work I almost cracked up
<[-tOrn-]> "Hey what are the system requirements on this?"
<[-tOrn-]> "Uh, sir..that's a book."

<Mand> If I had to be an x-men, i'd be Gambit.
<Ithaqua> I thought you WERE an ex-man.

musak
Queen of Pain by Alkaline Trio
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never seen scars like yours

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I'm going to camp for three weeks! I'll have a camera but I'll see y'all when I'm back. PLEASE don't flood the inbox {~ninja-pirates, that DOES mean you}
Leave me a little love :]
Also, can someone PLEASE catch my 5,000? I've missed EVERY major milestone so far, and I'll gladly whore you in my journal or the sort if you catch it
Finally:niiiice new setup for journals/profile edit!

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<BDSChaos> i am hot
<BDSChaos> if I was male I would so be gay with myself
<BDSChaos> wait

<thursday-> who invented lol
<thursday-> do they get royalties

<Frankstar> I am so fucking pissed. This one guy sold me his air guitar on ebay for 70 dollars and I still havent fucking received shit.

musak
End of the Movie by Cake
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but you still don't like to leave until the end of the show.

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Well, I posted self-portraits. I'm not sure if I like them or not. I might have to scrap/delete since I feel like a camera whore. I'm not sure. Gimme opinions, please.
Also, can someone PLEASE catch my 5,000? I've missed EVERY major milestone so far, and I'll gladly whore you in my journal or the sort if you catch it
Either way, it's a weird place over here. I've been taking a ton of photos, and only liking a few...either way, gimme feedback, por favor! I'd really appreciate it!
I found the Original Broadway cast recording of The Fantasticks the other day and I'm in love...Jerry Orbach just has such a gorgeous voice.
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I am the cliché. I am the stupid mistake, the one who you tellI love you, baby, be mine, I'm breaking down without you I'm the first everything and the ex-everything, I'm the bad memories, I'm the girl your girlfriend hates, but she'll never tell.. I'm the coulda-tried-didn't, I'm the teenage movie, I'm the one who's stuck with all the remembering, I'm the one who's disappeared, and after all this--after trying and hurting and screaming and sobbing-- I'm still the one who's alone. I'm repeating the same songs, replaying the same images, blurting out the same useless words, stuck in a rut, thinking the same as always, unable to believe what happened, trying to forget and wanting to remember.
And I cannot put my heart into words, and I cannot know who you are anymore. Within days or months, you have disappeared more than I have ever been able to--and I never wanted to. I cannot find the feelings within me that I want to find. I'm dredging up the old memories and listening the songs I never should have heard, because it's all you.
I am so sorry.
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<jessafk> your just too smart for me
<tress> you're grammar astounds me

<billiam> crap... some one knocked over my recycle bin... there's icons all over my desktop...

<Ben> good weather for mowing my ass...
<Ben> er...
<Ben> "good weather for mowing" my ass

musak
Bruised by Jack's Mannequin
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I swear I didn't mean for it to be like this, like every inch of me is bruised

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So, as I believe most know, I've moved.
I have photographs. I have new inspirations. I also have a lot to write, a lot to say. And I'm not at all sure if I can.
I found some of my ancient poetry...I might upload some of it to scraps, just so y'all can poke much fun at my 7th grade bitching.
Today I rode a bike and nearly hit a turtle. [So I did what any good person would do--take pictures!] Today, I also rode a lawnmower. It's the oddest experience. My hands are vibrating.
THERE IS A FARM BEHIND MY HOUSE. Me being curious, I went past the backyard and found a FARM. It's the weirdest thing. I think I live in the twilight zone.
I went to the Amish Market, which is fantastic. I'm really just confused here. I don't know what I want and I have no permanence.
I'm just updating to say hello, and I might get back into photography. I'm not sure. I might just go for stock, I guess, but I do get some good things. I don't know.
Either way, hello. Talk to me. I'm always available. Just drop a comment by on the page, or email, or AIM. Really.

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<iMike> monty python would be funny if nerds hadnt invented an entire subculture devoted to quoting it

<mindcrime> hung up with the pizza dude
<mindcrime> and i were like going to say "ah, lovely, thanks"
<mindcrime> and i er
<mindcrime> managed to say "I love you"

<IanT> is it just me
<IanT> or is it a little creepy that my mp3 player put "call me when you're sober" right next to "date rape"

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Believe Me Natalie by The Killers
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you've been away for a long time

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~Corrupted-Pizza is a meaniehead.
Eight Things About Me

1.) I recently read an essay on OCD which was a DD here. When going through the comments, I found one that really struck close to me--about an impulse control disorder in the OCD spectrum known as dermatillomania--it looks like I have an offshoot, dermophagia. It's really unknown and rarely diagnosed, but I swear I'm not a hypochondriac. I think I have it--I mean, my fingers are always bleeding cause I'm always messing with them and I'm so embarrassed to go to get a manicure or have people touch my hands who I don't know very well.

2.) I go through obsessions with music. I'll binge on music and repeat a certain song, playlist or musical over and over. Over the past...eh, two weeks, it's been I Will Possess Your Heart by Death Cab for Cutie, M79 by Vampire Weekend, Naive by The Kooks, and now the musical Avenue Q. Cheers.

3.) I love people. Contrary to how I act at times, I'm a people-person. I love talking to people and I'm extremely touchy, which annoys the hell out of most people. I also may call you 'dear' or 'hon'. Don't take it oddly. I'm an affectionate..gregarious, I suppose, being. It's like being a puppy without the cuteness.

4.) I feel like I have nothing to look forward to at times. At the moment, school ends in three days. I move in four. There are so many people who I will either never see again or not see for a long time who I may have conflicting emotions about, sure...but I will miss them. It's quite aggravating.

5.) I'll feel good about a poem until I see something else that's a million times better. It worries me that I can't compare to some writers...even those younger than me! I mean, =livingcomforteagle is fantastic and is only fourteen. I also really, really, hate when I have 4 or so faves and no freaking comments, which has happened to at least 3 of my deviations! Ergh.

6.) I'm not a huge anime person. It tends to freak me out when people have it as their religion. I mean, I have no problem with fanart and the stuff, or just liking it, but some things just border on drooling, sniveling, obsession.

7.) I wish I was musical. Either the piano or the guitar would be amazing to play. Sadly, I have no patience or talent--so I'll stick to dating musical guys, I suppose. The same goes for acting. Except I'd rather crew anyway.

8.) I fall for people extremely quickly almost always. It's horrible. But there's always someone else sticking around in the back of my head...

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<erno> hm. I've lost a machine.. literally _lost_. it responds to ping, it works completely, I just can't figure out where in my apartment it is.

<eth0_tulip> once, i stabbed a guy in LA, for not closing both eyes at the same time

* @Lan plays with his privates.
<Rintaun> ...
<@Lan> I got these new toy soldiers
<@Lan> They are really neat

<[TN]FBMachine> i got kicked out of barnes and noble once for moving all the bibles into the fiction section

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